it's been a h-while..

I don't even know where to begin! I haven't updated on my life in a long time.

As most of you know, I got a shiny Macbook! :D it's my new babyyyy. I also got an iPod touch for free. so that makes me happy.

I lost my permit this sucks... I cannot find it anywhere.. I hate life...

And as much as I hate life, I LOVE life. hehe. I've been in the mood lately to do something really crazy. I want to rebel against the world. Summer is soo amazing. I just hope I don't end up sitting around at home at all this year...

I loveee popsicles. *lick*

Marco Polo on a trampoline in the dark is pretty much crazy awesome. One of the highlights of my life. (Anni's house with Jono, Ryan, and Brett. pretty intense.)

I LOVE Kaitlyn's little brother, Josh!! he's the BEST!!

oh wow.. I haven't updated on my birthday and prom.. my birthday was great! you are all sweeties. it would have been better if I was able to get my LICENSE. but that's okay ;) prom was pretty good too! I'm glad I went with Kaitlyn!

I got a new zebra shirt. hehe. awww yeahh. but my peace sign necklace broke :(

lez hangout, guyzz.

Update your freaking blogs.

Poem-ish Thing? :P

He said you're pretty alright
Not too bad -- you'll do for now
Give me your attention, baby
I like your hair, I like your style
And I like the way you make me smile
He said I'll wrap you 'round my finger
Break your heart and watch you fall


He said you're incredible
Wonderful -- you make me proud
Put all your faith in me, darling
I love your heart. You're so unique
I'm the only one you'll ever need
He said I'll walk with you forever
Pick you up and break your fall

[Don't change at all you're beautiful]

I wrote this a while ago when I realized I was worrying more about guys than God. It doesn't mean I'm saying guys are bad or anything :P I just needed to focus more on filling the "hole" in my life with God instead of thinking a guy can fill it.

The most wasted 21 seconds of your life.

By popular demand? *wince*

half [ makeup. ]

Now that I confessed where my lips have been...

When was the last time you were told you were pretty/beautiful/gorgeous?
probably when someone was commenting on a profile picture or something?

Have you ever thrown a cell phone in anger?
yeah.. no wonder my phone never works.

Have you ever cried in front of your best friend?
I think I've cried in front of a lot of people :P

Are you starting to realize anything?
yep! I'm starting to realize a lot..

Who did you last see in person?
Colby.

If you could move right now, would you?
most definitely.

Do you think relationships are ever worth it?
most definitely.

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
nope.

What should you be doing right now?
taking a nap! :P

What's the last thing that made you laugh?
I came home and randomly found an egg yolk in a pan sitting on the stove.. with no one around? :P

What are you doing tomorrow?
hanging out at home?

Is there a girl you can tell anything to?
pretty muchhh.

Last person you hugged?
uhhhh... Rachel?

What do you hear?
Hailey whining/crying/yelling :P

Is there anyone that always makes you smile when you talk to them?
of course.

Who can you blame for your mood today?
I don't know what my mood is.

Are you afraid to grow up?
kinda! I'm excited though.

If you just drank 14 beers, what you would be doing?
lying in a hospital bed :P

Want someone you can't have?
that's usually all I tend to do. it's better that way. then nothing happens! (SEE my logic?!)

Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
yep!

Do you like to travel by plane?
not particularily? I don't really care..

Do you crack your knuckles?
barely ever! I've gotten better, yayy.

What are you doing after this?
eating.

Can you make a dollar in change right now?
yup.

Is anything bothering you right now?
yup.

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?
milk. moo.

Would you ever live with someone without marrying them?
yes?

If someone gave you $1,000 would you spend it or save it?
spend it... :P

Are you a forgiving person?
I'd like to think so?

Ever kissed a Robert, Tyler, Ryan, Andrew or Michael?
nice choice of names :P define "kissed" .... ... ... ......... yes? :P :P

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
sadly, yes ;)

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
I'm hungry and tired?

What are you thinking of right now?
I'm thinking I'm tired.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
photographer? graphic something-er? maaaaaybe.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as the same sex?
reread that question :P

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
I'm very open :P

Did your night suck last night?
probably! naw ;) good TV shows were on.

Have you found someone you really like?
I don't understand the question :P

What can you say about your girl best friend?
she's... a girl?

Where's your phone right now?
about THREE inches from my left pinky ;)

What time is it?
5:48.

How are you feeling?
tired.

Do you think anyone stalks you?
oh I'm positive.

Have you seen anyone you knew and purposely avoided them?
everyday.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yepppppppp.

Do you say sorry first?
that's a dumb question :P

Think of the last time you were REALLY angry; when was it?
how bad is REALLY? I've had a lot of angry moments lately :P

Name something you are doing tonight?
sleeeeeping.

Something you really want right now?
a cute boy.

Are you a jealous person?
it depends?

Will tomorrow be better than today?
probably not.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lip. definitely.

What color shirt are you wearing?
grey. like an elephant.

What is the last thing you used your own money for?
Red Robin?

How's your heart lately?
.... fab.

What are you wearing on your feet?
dirt :P

How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
twice?

Is a best friend or ex pissing you off at the moment?
ehhhhhh.... close friend?

At this very moment, what exactly are you doing?
sitting on a chair and filling out this survey while waiting for dinner?

Any plans for the coming weekend?
not really.

When is the next time you'll see your second best friend?
I haven't had the opportunity to sit down and organize my friends :P

Would you ever live with anyone of your best friends?
haha yep.

Is there anyone you would like to just appear at your front door right now?
yep!

Who was the last person you hugged and why?
Rachel. because she was sad at me.

What are your views on vegetarianism?
yo cwazy.

Do you like to take walks?
yeshhh.

Last time you laughed really hard?
sitting at Anni's dining room table.

How late did you stay up last night?
1?

Excited for anything?
not.. really :P

Last three things you had to drink?
[1] milk
[2] fizzy water
[3] ... that's like, all I ever drink :P Fuse...?


What is your current annoyance?
that I'm getting bored with life/people :P

What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
hanging out with Anni

Do you miss anyone?
yes!

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
I used to sleep with the door open til I realized how loud my family was.

Who do you go to when you need to talk about something important?
ehh it depends on what it is? Rachel? sometimes Jonah maybe?

Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
oh yeah :P

What is on your wrists right now?
a bruise :P

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
yep!

Have you hugged someone within the last week?
yep.

Will this Friday be a good one?
after my Physics test maybe :P

Do you find yourself funny?
I would annoy myself.. but people laugh.. so whatever ;)

Last reason you cried?
I was plucking my eyebrows? :P

Has anyone ever said they wanted to marry you?
yep! haha yayy.

Would you rather live in Alaska or Texas?
Texas. Padre Island. woop.

What woke you up this morning?
Viva La Vida.

What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
I have no idea?

Who are your last six texts from?
Lorin/Alex. Kaitlyn. Jonah. Anni. Rachel. Brett.

Could you go for a chicken sandwich & some waffle fries?
sureee. I'm super hungry, thanks :P

Do you eat breakfast daily?
nope.

What time will you be getting up tomorrow morning?
noon ;) or not. I dont know.

Who was the last contact you stored into your cell phone?
Brenden?

What was the last song you sang along to?
The Climb.

Is this the best year of your life?
probably not? ;) I have no idea!

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
it happens :P

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
yep!

I could take it if I knew just why I waste my time with you.

I'm just gonna type and see where this goes.
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this is going well.

I just sneezed. AHHHH! I hate allergies. Yesterday was the first day I started sneezing.. coughing.. with a stuffy nose.. sore throat.. body ache.. headache.. chills.. extreme tiredness..

*gulp* swine flu.

[footnote not in the foot: those were the symptoms Google gave me when I searched "swine flu symptoms"]
SADDDD!! I just realized I have all of those symptoms... minus the sore throat :P and I'm ALWAYS tired. I probably got it from Piggles.. (the pig Andrea gave me that starred in my randomness video) *sad face*

Swine flu, bird flu, mad cow disease. You can't trust any animals nowadays!

[Turn your back on a farm animal and BAM you end up puking up a lung.]

That was a useless update :P I'm going to watch Craig Ferguson.

peace.love&&headbands.