I'm going to write this while I'm in a horrible mood :P I wasn't in a bad mood until like, a half hour ago, but whatever :P
Problem #1 in life....... not even going there :P
I'm tired of reminiscing. It's gotten to the point where it's physically painful. It's the weather, I swear.
I'm so bored with life. It's like. okay. Eat, sleep, do homework, go on the computer, work out, watch TV. That's pretty much what 80% of my life is composed of.
I've gone back to the lonely side of the fence. (I just made that phrase up. don't ask)
I was pretty good about it for a while.. I've been in a super good mood lately, too! But recently it's just been.. blah. I feel kind of disconnected from people. It sucks..
I'm really sick of guys. Actually, that's a lie. I'm sick of the idea of guys. Being with a guy. Lovey doveyness. I'm sick of seeing that EVERYWHERE I go. Again, I've been really good with this lately! I've stopped caring about guys [in that way]. But recently it's been a pain :P Probably playing into the loneliness mindset. I dunno.
Plus! As of late, I've realized there's a blocker between me and every guy I'd want to be with! I'll let your mind wander with that one. Take it as you will :P
And bada bing, bada boom. I'm sucking with self-image lately. I've been completely obsessing over my body..
Tell me h-why I've fallen back into my crappy habits?
*scrunches nose*
I wish I had a "on a lighter note!" ending, but I don't :P
....and I can't even eat ice cream.
Well. that was depressing :P
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Awwwww B-mye!
Sounds like you've gotta get out of the house or find a hobby or something! Switch things up a bit. Try... listening to Prager! Or just forcing yourself to start learning guitar. Life gets monotonous too easily so you have to switch things up to stay on your toes.
Girls often go through the "guys are stupid, I'm sick of guys and the whole idea of guys". To be totally honest, I don't understand and never will :P I never get sick of girls :P
No bad self image talk! Maybe its because you have you are bored with your current lifestyle and the apathy allows you to get sucked up into it. If you're busy with other things maybe that'll improve.
Hang in there B-mye, soon you will be able to drive :P
... If you no longer like guys... but are obsessing over your self-image... OMG! brooke's gay! =P
I sympathize with you. Once you get your license, things will be awesome!
ROTFL you guys!
I don't mean I'm sick of guys.. I mean I'm sick of not having a guy ;) And the complications that would come with having a guy :P
....?
she's sick of guys :P
*rolls eyes at jonah and mike*
Brooke makes perfect sense :P
*hugs* i'm sorry m'dear. that's the worst.
I would suggest reading about something new (not online)but that is my thing i guess. OH! make a life list! that is what i work on when i get in that mood.
Time for an update, B-mye.
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